Tired

So tired last night and emotions are so uncontrollable. I go from being angelic to horrible with no time in between. Then I couldn't sleep because all I could see before my closed eyes was my cat Samson's face smiling like the cat in Alice in Wonderland inside a rose where all the petals where different colours and glowing bright. So, got up and watched some bizarre pseudo reality show on 7Mate about some guys trying to buy a canoe off this guy who had so many canoes but emotional attachments to all of them. Eventually my freaky cat flower image faded and I dragged myself back to bed. Both Smudgie and Samson followed me into the bed, then out again and then back in. Poor hubby must have felt so lonely. One more day at work, then a long weekend with some sleep in. Worried about the car thing, hubby and I have such different views on what we should do and argue about it, which is so unlike us. I think the pregnancy together with all the buying a house stuff is getting to us both. Can't wait for the pregnancy to be open and happy, not feel like an impending doom. Oh, tried to drink some Coke today after many weeks without it and tasted like shit. So, that's good I guess.