Bloody Cats

Gave up on finding the little book that had the password to my blogger account so had to go through the pain of resetting everything. Got there in the end :)

The skin on my ankles, back, parts of my leg and arms are aching from a million mozzie bites I got while spending 45 mins trying to convince dear Smudge to come inside and not be eaten by a dingo. In the end I had a fit and burst into tears and couldn't cope anymore so I went inside and then she came to the door and when I opened it she just waltzed in. So I had another bawl and a shower and now I feel better, only achy from the bites I am trying not to scratch.

I get angry so easily and I feel so inside out at the moment. Find it easy to argue and to fall apart and just want to give up. Incredibly overwhelmed by everything and I feel massive and uncomfortable. Everyone says I am so big for my weeks which feels horrible because I freak out I am going to become huge. I have hot flushes and can't keep a conversation without feeling bothered by people, even people I know.

Have to try to keep positive though, even when it's hard and try not to stress about things. Not good for me or baby. ANZAC day tomorrow, so will get a sleep in at least.

Thin slices of rye

Monday again and no motivation at work whatsoever. Everyone just annoys me and I just want to say "sorry, I am sick and going home" I get frustrated with the lack of work ethics around me and I feel bad for asking to leave half an hour early so end up staying back and then rushing and then the next person doesn't even ask, they just say " I am leaving a bit early today". I suppose I shouldn't be angry at them really, it's not their fault I am a wuz :)
Very tired and very fat! Well, havent put on any weight in like 3 weeks but my belly is growing, especially after meals. I know my digestive system has slowed right down which may be why I am feeling so sluggish and hot and bothered. Thank God for aircon :)
Very excited my favourite little guy got his Harry Potter wand and he loves it. Just made me smile the whole way home it did. I love surprises to that's my favourite thing to do to him, out of the blue, one day just coming home from school and there it is, a present! Plus I think he is such a good boy and deserves all I can give him!
Moving soon, and half the house is packed, the rest is not. Half the skirtings are scrubbed, half are not. But will get there in the end and then we have all of Easter to relax...ehhh...build fences I mean :)

Tired with lots to do

So tired, so much to do this weekend, pack and clean and try to get some sleep. But hey, bub is doing beautifully, that's all that matters now.

Good week

The boss has been away so I have been acting Manager for the week which means lots to do and an overall better mood in the office. There are a lot of changes coming up, some which will shock people, but all needed I think. I only have about 5 months to go I spose, so wont really be my problem. Don't want to count my baby before it's hatched but I haven't had any signs of anything being wrong so quietly thinking it's all good. Just hope blood test and scans say the same.

Belly button

I have started to get odd pain sort of behind my belly button and been worrying about it all day and not game to google anything pregnancy related at work. Turns out I am not alone and just pains from stretching because my uterus and baby is growing. Wonderful :)

Great weekend!

Had the best time in Strathpine yesterday! Got off to an early start on the long drive and escaped all traffic, then had a really nice BBQ with a friendly face from the past and his friend who sounded just like Jamie Oliver. I couldn't stop myself asking him to say "yoghurt" :) I love how poms say that word!

Then Markie and I played some Harry Potter on the Wii and then I had some really yummy tuna rice bake and we finished the night off with a midnight feast! Me and Markie built our own diagon alley, with shops and tricks and magic and fire and ate yummy mango. The best ever. Then I felt a bit crook this morning so headed off early and then I took the exit to Redcliffe instead of the M1 and got lost for a bit. Just think my mind is a bit all over the place. Came home and had a rest, then went to the Plant Expo at Ipswich where Paul managed to convince me to buy more fruit trees and he spoke to everyone for ages and my feet were aching so bad. But I have learnt to be patient. Just finished mowing and whipper snipping most of the yard now, not long until we move and so much to do. Gah.

Boss is on holidays next week so I have to manage the place. I can't even manage myself at the moment, not going to be a good week but hoping it means I will be busy and time with fly. Have a new scan date to look forward too!

Bloody hell

So,after waiting for this day to come for weeks and weeks, taking the time off work and drinking one litre of water I stand busting to pee in the line at Radiology. When its finally my turn the lady goes " We can't do this here, this is for a nuchal, we don't have the staff or the machine to do it" I don't even really react because this is so typical of my life it almost hurts a bit. So, she rings Ipswich for me and they tell me it's too early and I have to be at least 12 weeks and 5 days. So, booked in for Wed 20/3, which means I will be 13 week and 3 days or something. My doctor told me to ring and book at Gatton and when I asked if I had to go to Ipswich she said no, Gatton does them. So I ring Gatton and make the appointment and tell them what it's for. They say nothing. Very frustrating. Then had to go to Inala to look at a car, still upset and just sad I didn't get to see my baby. Starting to doubt he/she is in there.
Taking it easy tonight and going to Strathpine tomorrow morning instead when I have had some rest and can deal with the drive.