Bloody Cats

Gave up on finding the little book that had the password to my blogger account so had to go through the pain of resetting everything. Got there in the end :)

The skin on my ankles, back, parts of my leg and arms are aching from a million mozzie bites I got while spending 45 mins trying to convince dear Smudge to come inside and not be eaten by a dingo. In the end I had a fit and burst into tears and couldn't cope anymore so I went inside and then she came to the door and when I opened it she just waltzed in. So I had another bawl and a shower and now I feel better, only achy from the bites I am trying not to scratch.

I get angry so easily and I feel so inside out at the moment. Find it easy to argue and to fall apart and just want to give up. Incredibly overwhelmed by everything and I feel massive and uncomfortable. Everyone says I am so big for my weeks which feels horrible because I freak out I am going to become huge. I have hot flushes and can't keep a conversation without feeling bothered by people, even people I know.

Have to try to keep positive though, even when it's hard and try not to stress about things. Not good for me or baby. ANZAC day tomorrow, so will get a sleep in at least.